Monthly Archives: January 2014


Pressure took over my mind.     I chose to abort my baby.   How can I ever live with myself, I don’t know.  I cry every night. I cry when I see a baby.  I can’t deal with the pain that goes through my head, questions I ask myself…   You are 18, yes.. but not ready.. there are reasons things happen to people.

I went to confession and Father told me that I was forgiven …  that every tear that shed has been forgiven.   But I have to live with this choice all because I let others pressure me.

I feel so sinful and empty.  I have guilt and a broken heart for a choice I made.

I am empty and hope to overcome it one day but now nothing can save me.  I did a very selfish thing and Oh I regret it so much.  *tears of pain*.