Pressure took over my mind.     I chose to abort my baby.   How can I ever live with myself, I don’t know.  I cry every night. I cry when I see a baby.  I can’t deal with the pain that goes through my head, questions I ask myself…   You are 18, yes.. but not ready.. there are reasons things happen to people.

I went to confession and Father told me that I was forgiven …  that every tear that shed has been forgiven.   But I have to live with this choice all because I let others pressure me.

I feel so sinful and empty.  I have guilt and a broken heart for a choice I made.

I am empty and hope to overcome it one day but now nothing can save me.  I did a very selfish thing and Oh I regret it so much.  *tears of pain*.

2 Responses to Bree

  • Sonja says:

    Bree, i am sorry for your loss and heartache.
    You are not alone – there are groups that support women who have been through abortion – two groups that come to mind are Open Doors and Rachel’s Vineyard, as well as individual women who have also been through what you are going through now.
    Please dont suffer in silence and find the comfort and hope you need.
    Love and *hug*, Sonja.

  • Lyn says:

    Bree – my heart goes out to you! I am so sorry you are feeling this way. Please find someone who can counsel you through the grief and guilt you are struggling with. Praying that you will find peace.

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