Elle
I am almost 20 years old. When I was 18, I fell pregnant; with twins. Being of a strong Christian back ground I knew how bad abortion was, and even though I had always said I would never have an abortion, when faced with these circumstances I didn’t know where to turn. I neglected my family, mainly because they were extremely pushy about it all, and I was so ‘in love’ with my boyfriend, that I would have rather made him happy then even myself.
Long story short, I was staying at my boyfriends parents place and let them dictate how I was to go about things. I caved in, and said yes to the abortion, and within 36 hours the deed was done. I knew as soon as I had agreed, that I was making a mistake. Every single day since that day, I have wished that I was stronger.
I was young, and un educated. I made so many excuses, and the fact that I was already having so many issues with my pregnancy. I stayed extremely angry at myself for a very long time. My boyfriend, didnt even stay with me. we didnt even last 3 days after the abortion. I got heavy into drugs, and partying. After a month or two I became numb. I literally did not feel a thing. I was severely depressed and extremely suicidal.
what has happened to me, even though I was weak, has only made my desire to help stronger.
Ellie, I am so glad to hear that you have worked through this and are so willing to help others facing the same situation. I’m sure God will open doors so you can make a difference in the lives of others.
Dear Elle,
You are so brave and strong now. You story will make a difference for others, I’m sure. God bless you.
Love and hugs,
Rose
Hi elle, i am very interested in helping woman with all this, its been a passion of mine. About 3 years ago, i was put into a position where everyone was trying to convince me to have an abortion, and was a very emotional process, i felt like i should but deep down to my core i knew i couldnt, i knew i couldnt even go to an abortion clinic, i knew that if i did i would never be the same, that i would lose the plot. After reading these stories i’m so glad that i kept my baby, that i would probably be on here sharing a similar story. I have had many a-ha moments, and glad that i followed my heart and soul and went against everyone i loved, and the feeling of dissapointing everyone that i loved. It seems to be apart of my life path, and afterwards i did alot of study into conciousness and when conciousness truly begins. If you ever need someone in your pursuits, i would love to help if i can, much love sarah xo