Response to Michelle

I am so glad that I found this.. I’ve been crying all night & just cannot stop. I had my abortion on November 6th & I was 9 weeks & 5 days along. I felt like I had this weird connection to my baby & thought maybe I was crazy.

I chose to have an abortion because everyday of being pregnant was like world war 3 with the baby’s father. He wanted the baby more than anything in the world.. but all he did was pick fights with me & get into screaming matches with me. I knew I’d end up losing the baby from all of the constant fighting everyday.

I loved my baby so much already & I was so protective already.. but at some point I just decided I couldn’t put my baby through a life like that, but I also couldn’t handle not being in my baby’s life. I wish I would’ve died on the table during the procedure.. I really do & it’s horrible to say, but I can’t help it. I’m pro-choice as well, & I’m not religious at all, so leaning towards “God” won’t help me one bit.

As horrible as I’ve been feeling everyday & definitely right now, I’m at least glad to know that I’m not crazy about feeling like some part of me is gone & I’ll never get it back.

Thank you for sharing your story with us. I hope that one day we can move on from this, not forget it, but just move forward & have the babies that we are missing so dearly..

One Response to Response to Michelle

  • Teresa says:

    Dear person above who responded to Michelle,

    Thank you for so very bravely saying what is happening for you and what happened to draw you to an abortion decision. Though you are not at this time feeling responsive to “God” as you state, know that there are many people praying for you and hugging you in their hearts. You are not alone.

    Blessings upon you now and always,


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